Tuesday, December 21, 2004

sighh...
been having this indescribable and unexplainable empty feeling these two days...
dun really noe wads causing it...
it feels like i'm missing sth impt in my heart, in my life...
yet i haven't got a clue to wad it is...
wadever...i can't be bothered to think so much...
or rather i can't afford to think too much...
it's detrimental to this recuperating heart of mine...
yet a numb and frozen heart in sub-zero conditions and surroundings can be melted by juz a little spark...
the irony of it all...

4 days to christmas...
happy or sad?
haha i dun really noe...
used 'All I Want For Christmas Is You' as my nick for one last time...
not gonna use it again next year le...
not gonna listen to dat song anymore either...
or any other songs related to her in any way...
ni de yan jing, invisible, on the wings of love, you raise me up, to where you are, say it isn't so, to make you feel my love, i'm your angel, a song for lady, heaven, wad else...
no...not anymore...
it's time to finally let go...
10 days left to the end...
one last song, a final goodbye...
and maybe a xmas wish and one last bday present...
not intending to tell u dat it's from me though...

i'm bored...
seriously.


过去的爱都叫我气馁 遇见了你时间对不对?

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